After C’s first birthday, baby fever started to creep in. I knew that I wanted more children. I had always pictured having kids close in age, so they could be best buddies and enjoy their shared memories and experiences. But I was just starting to feel like myself again after postpartum depression (PPD), postpartum anxiety (PPA) and postpartum OCD (PPOCD). The thought of going through all of that again was terrifying. How do you go about trying to conceive after experiencing PPD?